always.

March 12, 2008

such a beautiful disaster

regina neo, do you see this? [: promised i'd upload the necklace for the whole world to see ay. [: love you. & the necklace, & i wonder how much you exactly spent on it. D: gawh, i feel like a rojak once again. with everything within me mixed up & feeling weird. i've made the choice & i don't seem to be hating it. in fact, i've been so happy. then again, everything done is a risk taken. say if i lied today, i risked getting caught. if i stole, i risked getting in jail. if i betrayed, i risked losing trust. so i'm risking. haven't been talking to God and i'm guilty. phone's in the room and i've become so lazy to walk in to take it out. tried watching stewie, but it did no shit. ended up screaming at five minutes to midnight. okay, drummers are so hot. [: apparently my dental appointments are being dragged which means i'm getting my braces later than expected. not cool. so many things i want to say. yet, they all sound meaningless the moment it's on my lips. whatever that's happening. i'm here to face it.

V: if you think you have a face of miss world 2008, you're so wrong. how would you know your face looks nicer than your spammer if you've only seen his words? try flaming him back and humiliating the lack of your limited knowledge? you failed inferential questions, that's for sure. for all you know, your spammer has a better face than you. aww, don't get discouraged. you know yourself you have a face of a cow the minute you decided to put a picture of yourself in a pair of shades that covered 80% of your face. duh, you cow face.

March 11, 2008

it's not over tonight

this laptop is fucking screwed. and i realised i've become more vulgar. fuck this shit la. nabey. i thought the connection would be so good la. what the hell. bloody piece of fuck. ok. i found this online. and i hope it'll calm me down. bloody connection of a motherfucker.

He had nails driven through His wrists for you, wore a crown of thorns for you, had spears penetrate His flesh for you, had skin torn from bone for you, and allowed His entire existance to be plagued with indescribable pain, on your behalf.

March 10, 2008

i don't know what else i can do

please. this took me my life. damn it. BOBO. [: ice skating today.

J♥M

blogger is a mother fucking bitch. it took so much of my time. really reconsidering!


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